urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:cease2exist09cease2exist09cease2exist09cease2exist092006-06-07T18:17:26Zurn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:cease2exist09:1290cease2exist09 @ 2006-06-07T14:16:002006-06-07T18:17:26Z2006-06-07T18:17:26Z138.4!!!!!<br />Ahh, yay.<br />Smaller and smaller. I win.urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:cease2exist09:1109cease2exist09 @ 2006-06-06T22:05:002006-06-07T02:07:15Z2006-06-07T02:07:15ZSo, since my unbelievebly outrageous numbers. (153 *shiver*) I've went down more than 10lbs. I'm now 142.6 lbs. Hurray! I'm loosing like a pound a day. Awesome. I'm going to keep this up until I get to 125.urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:cease2exist09:832cease2exist09 @ 2006-05-29T17:21:002006-05-29T21:22:28Z2006-05-29T21:22:28ZI'm such a pig. This whole weekend I balooned up to 153. 153!!! WHAT THE FUCK. I was doing soooooo well. I almost gained 10lbs. I'm such a failure.urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:cease2exist09:604cease2exist09 @ 2006-05-09T16:00:002006-05-09T20:05:28Z2006-05-09T20:05:28ZI weighed myself this morning. 147. Gross. I don't know how I let myself fucking go. Today has been rough. I've been thinking about pigging out all day. And, I have no energy. I can suck it up. It'll all be worth it when I look at the scale and see the numbers flash 120, then 110. Then I'll be at my goal weight. Blah.<br /><br />This is just for me to keep track of my intake.<br />Blueberry jello- 1 serving 80 calories.<br />Grape Kool-Aid (no sugar)- 2 cups 0 calories.<br />Chicken rice soup-1 serving 50 calories<br />Bread- 1 slice 80 calories.<br />Total-210.urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:cease2exist09:404cease2exist09 @ 2006-05-08T13:54:002006-05-08T17:57:02Z2006-05-08T17:57:02ZheavyheavylowlowToday so far all I've had was chicken rice soup. It has about 70 calories in it. I had piece of bread on the side as well. About 80 calories.<br />I'm thinking about starting a liquid fast. But, what sucks is I need the support. Blah, I don't know.